Verse 1
1) "But I determined this with myself," (ekrina de hemante touts) "But I decided (come to a judgment) in myself or of my own accord," as a matter of mature wisdom, James 1:5.
2) "That I would not come again to you in heaviness," (to me palin en lupe pros humas elthein) "not to come again to you all in grief," in a state of grief or hurt despond, in emotional heaviness. It appears that Paul paid a second visit to Corinth from Ephesus because of distressing moral conditions in the Corinth church, to which he alluded in 1 Corinthians 5:9 after which he wrote to them "to keep no company with fornicators." This is a letter to the Corinth church, a lost letter, to which this reference in the above passage refers. 2 Corinthians 7:11; 2 Corinthians 12:14; 2 Corinthians 13:1; 2 Corinthians 13:10.